inactivity and stuff...

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Hey y'all...

I'm not sure if many of you have noticed (I know a few of you have, and I appreciate that :meow:), but I haven't been posting anything lately. I lurk mostly nowadays, and the messages just pile up in my inbox to the point where I don't even want to go through them. I leave a comment here and there and still fave stuff occasionally, but art is just not happening in my life lately. :(

You can blame my job for that. It is demanding, repetitive, monotonous, soul-sucking, meaningless, requires nearly 24/7 availability/reachability, and is causing me a multitude of mental and emotional health issues. I find it hard to want to do creative things. I would like to quit for my own sanity's sake, but I have no other job lined up (not for lack of trying!), and in this sucky economy where people consider themselves lucky just to have work, leaving just seems like a stupid thing to do. I keep thinking things will get better, but they don't. (Plus, I unfortunately still live with my folks, and you can imagine what they think of my wanting to quit. They give me the stink eye if I so much as mention I'm thinking of quitting.)

Anyway, I really don't have much to say, other than that if anyone was wondering why I don't post anything anymore...that's why.

Cheers to anyone who still watches me in spite of me being a dormant blob.  :exhausted: 

- e. e.
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Agaave's avatar
I am sorry to hear that you job is draining you like that. :(
I hope you are able to find a job that suits you better! But meanwhile, is there anything you could do to make your work or work environment better? Is the work itself or your co-workers that are causing those issues? Can you effect on your work at all, is there a boss you could talk to? It is not anyone's benefit you're suffering like that; it effects of course for your own health and well-being but of course it will show at your work if you hate what you do.
I really wish best for you and hope that the situation will turn better - in a way or another. :huggle: