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Sadness Overwhelming

Mon May 12, 2008, 11:55 PM


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My sis's journal pretty much says it all....
My grandma's gone....
I miss her....
I never said "I love you" before she left....
I just told her "goodbye"....
I feel horrible about that....
I know she's in a better place, but it's still so hard....
I drew her a picture that she never got to see....
I just want to cry every time I look at it....
I think of her every time I see a butterfly....
They were her favorite things in the world. :butterfly:
God...I wasn't fully prepared for it to be this hard....:cries:

...That being said, I don't feel like drawing or being creative right now. No Kiriban for 1800 or 1900 pageviews any longer, just 2000. I need time to compose myself and I don't need these things looming over my head....And to those of you to whom I have promised art: expect it to come much later than anticipated.... Apologies. I'm just in no mood or state right now to do much of anything...:(

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  • Playing: nothing
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~ZItheDRAGON:iconZItheDRAGON: May 13, 2008, 12:11:50 AM
.......sorry to hear that

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~89jessica:icon89jessica: May 13, 2008, 5:32:46 AM
:(

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~Aijo:iconAijo: May 13, 2008, 11:00:11 AM
:hugs: It'll be all right. :( I still can't get over the fact my grandmother died. But she is in a better place...she has already met my great-grandmother! They can be happy together worshiping God. :) My prayers are with you guys. :heart:

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~Darkvampire01:iconDarkvampire01: May 13, 2008, 11:01:32 AM
I'm sooo very sorry.

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~DragonEyzs:iconDragonEyzs: May 13, 2008, 1:12:34 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss...

You may not believe it but you can still talk with her....she hears you. :hug:

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=phoenixcreation:iconphoenixcreation: May 13, 2008, 3:41:55 PM
:hug: I'm so sorry to hear that. I'm sure she knows that you loved her very much.

lots more :hug:'s

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*IsilanaRith:iconIsilanaRith: May 14, 2008, 11:15:03 AM
Very sorry to hear of your loss:hug: In your heart she is always with you. And she knows you love her very much.
~silverelf448:iconsilverelf448: May 14, 2008, 3:31:06 PM
:hug:

Don't worry about my kiriban either...and don't expect yours for some time either. :)

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~Ember-Eyes:iconEmber-Eyes: May 16, 2008, 3:01:58 PM
Yeah, I know it will...it'll just take some time. This is the first time someone really close has departed. I miss her, but deep down I know she's better off where she is. :)

And we got your card today - thanks so much! :hug:

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